Tuesday, March 31, 2009

One week till Opening Day. . .and ER finale. . .


Less than a week till Opening Day! Everyone at work has been giving me a hard time about my Astros' horrible Spring Training. Let's just say I'm glad we ended on a good note with several wins. I'm excited to see what this season has in store. And, I heard that in years when the Astros have a bad Spring, they have a good regular season! Hopefully they'll win when it counts :)!! All I know is, I'm glad it's baseball season and I'll be out there every Friday home game (plus a few more I'm sure) to root for the "good guys!" I've enjoyed reading Alyson Footer's blog this Spring. She's the Astros' beat reporter, and she put some great pics on her blog recently. You should check it out: http://footer.mlblogs.com/

On another note, the E.R. series finale is Thursday. I seriously almost took the night off (I know, that's pathetic)! Thank goodness for DVR's! I'm not one to get terribly hooked on TV. E.R. is the only show I follow every week and I don't even have cable. I could actually probably do without the TV altogether except when I can't sleep, I lay on the couch and watch it until I get sleepy. Anyway, I think I've actually watched every single E.R. episode. It's going to be weird for it to end this week after 15 seasons! It has been a fun season as all the old cast members have made appearances. So, farewell to Drs. Carter, Ross, Benton, Morris, Rasgotra, Kovac, Lockhart, Lewis, Corday, Weaver, Pratt, Gallant, Gates and Greene; and to nurses Hilay, Sam, Junie, and Carol. And, of course I can't forget the craziest unit clerks, Jerry and Frank. I'm going to miss my Thursday night hour of E.R.!

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Bluebonnets!

So, Isabella and I made the trek to the Brenham area today to take bluebonnet pictures. It was supposed to rain today, so we went early in the morning. Unfortunately, it was still pretty cold. I felt bad because Isabella was shivering the whole time! She kept saying, "Aunt Kristi, I'm cold!" But, we got some good pictures, and she got over me making her take pictures in the cold when I let her get a Dr. Pepper with her Happy Meal on the way home!


So we haven't learned the part about not picking the bluebonnets yet!



Tuesday, March 24, 2009

The Persecuted Church

I was struck by something in my quiet time today. I'm still doing the Beth Moore devotional, "90 Days With The Beloved Disciple," a study on the life of John. The reading was from Acts, and was right after the stoning of Stephen, when persecution of the early church was running rampant. The persecution of the church had the exact opposite effect on the spread of the Gospel than the oppostion had intended. As the church was persecuted, the Gospel spread like wild-fire. The following is a quote from the book, The Two St. Johns of the New Testament by James Stalker,
"Not infrequently, it was by persecution that the new faith was driven out of one place into another, where, but for this reason, it might never have been heard of; so that the opposition which threatened to extinguish the fire of the Gospel only scattered its embers far and wide; and wherever they fell, a new fire was kindled."
As I thought about the early church, I couldn't help but think about the persecuted church today. There are Christians all over the world who are dying and being persecuted for their faith in Christ. The Church in persecuted areas is growing like wild-fire! I think as Americans we are so complacent in our faith (can we even call it faith sometimes?), and we never want to step out of our comfort zones. We don't really have to sacrifice much for being a Christian. Sometimes I wonder what it's going to take to get us out of our comfortable churches and out in the community meeting lost people at their point of need (and believe me, I'm talking to myself here!) Does He need to turn up the heat? Would the American church grow in the face of persecution? I'm scared to consider the answer to that question! I guess the point I'm trying to make as I ramble on is that authentic faith grows in the face of persecution and trials. Can you recall a difficult circumstance that has pushed you to grow spiritually? This is where trusting Him comes in. Do we trust Him enough to allow our trials to change us and grow us? Here is Beth's commentary on the subject:
"I suspect that God has allowed you to experience a fence pushed down painfully in your life to expand His horizon for you. God is faithful, isn't He? Even when He turns the ignition on a holy bulldozer to plow down a confining fence."

Why should we let trials or persecution go to waste in our lives? Let's live by faith and trust Him to use even our difficult circumstances to shape us! He knows what He's doing and He can always be trusted!

Friday, March 13, 2009

Believing God


I have recently started the "Believing God" Bible Study, and these are my thoughts 1 week into it. . .

I was just looking back over the last 4 days of study, and I'm blown away by an amazing God and by my unbelief! I have been in a season of learning to trust Him completely. I've blogged before about how I am like Jonah so many times. I am obedient to God, because I know I should be, not because I completely trust His plan. These daily studies on belief and faith have just reiterated that point. I place my trust in so many other things: relationships, my job, my family, finances; but, I can't seem to completely trust the One who will never let me down! I am learning this, but it has been a very slow process. I have been in a season of completely falling in love with my Savior all over again! The best thing?? It has not even been close to the "easiest" season of my life. I love that! My belief in God and His provision for me is not at all related to my circumstances!! Hallelujah! This is what really stuck out to me this week: I can keep spinning my wheels at trying to do "the right thing," or I can just continue to fall more deeply in love with Jesus, and belief and trust comes along with that. Actually, that's the only way true belief and trust will occur! I get excited just typing the words! God is so good and so faithful!!!

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Reading like crazy. . .

So, I have been on a crazy binge of reading books lately. It's so bad that a couple of my friends have been making fun of me! In all sincerity, it's been an extension of the fact that God's Word has really been coming alive to me, and I have had a hunger for studying it. So, some of these books are Bible studies, some of them are just non-fiction, and one of them is fiction. They have all encouraged and stretched me spiritually, and have definitely made me "think outside the box!" So, I thought in this post, I'd let y'all see what I've been reading.

This book was recommended by a couple of friends, and it was eye-opening to say the least! It is a book about understanding men (like that's even possible!). Actually, it was very informative and compares the way women think compared to the way men think. I think we just automatically think everyone thinks like us, so this was good to hear guys' responses to everyday situations. I have heard that the male counterpart, "For Men Only," is also a good read, and I just recently saw the book "For Parents Only," which looks like it would be a great read for parents of teenagers. This book was a quick-read, and I would recommend it!

This is a Bible Study that Codi, Lacey, Shahla, Shelly, and I planned to do together this summer. I think we were all a little delusional to think our schedules would allow. But, I learned one thing for sure. . .God's timing is perfect. I picked this book up and started going through it during late summer and it was so timely. It was during this Bible Study that I really got back on track with daily spending time in the Word. I would recommend this to anyone who wants a fresh take on the study of idol worship. Our culture is so consumed with the worship of so many things that leave us empty. The one point that vividly sticks out to me some months later is that God never asks us to give up something that He isn't going to replace with something even better. However, alot of times, there is a waiting period between those two things. That's where patience comes in! We can trust Him!

When I finshed "No Other Gods," I started the journey through "90 days with Jesus the One and Only." It's no secret to any of you that I absolutely love Beth Moore. I have never done her "Jesus, the One and Only" study before, and I liked this format. I enjoyed the way this study started at Christ's birth and followed His life, His death, His resurrection, and His Ascension. Here is a blog I wrote after one of my daily readings from this book. Doing this study was a sweet time of me falling in love with my Savior all over again, while still learning how to completely trust Him.

As soon as I read this book, I had to tell everyone I knew that it is a MUST read! "Same Kind of Different as Me" will completely change the way you view homelessness and poverty. It is an autobiography written by two men who couldn't be from more different backgrounds. Ron Hall is an upscale art dealer from Fort Worth who meets Denver Moore when he and his wife are doing volunteer work at a homeless shelter. Denver was a hardened homeless man, but Ron's wife was convinced that God had ordained their relationship, and was persistent and patient in pursuing it. It really challenged me to step out of my comfort zone and be obedient to build relationships with people even when they are completely different from me. I must warn you about this one. . .you WILL cry. .but it's worth it!

I had heard about this book from several friends, some of whom have heard the author speak at Passion Conferences. In "Crazy Love," Francis Chan speaks about the great magnitude of God's love for us and the way we should live our lives in response to this love. It was very challenging, and inspired me to think about every decision I make as it relates to eternity and the impact we have here on earth. It convicted me in the area of materialism and how wrapped up we can get in the "American Dream." One feature I really enjoyed was the online videos that go along with the book. "Crazy Love" stirred in me some of the same lessons I've learned after spending time in third world countries. It kind of just puts things into perspective. I was certainly challenged to live a life in radical complete surrender to my Savior!

"Fresh Wind, Fresh Fire" is a book that I read for the first time during college. I read it along with several other books that described modern-day revivals. This book is written by Jim Cymbala, the pastor of Brooklyn Tabernacle in New York. I read the book the first time before I had ever visited NYC, but since I have been 3 times and during one of those trips, I was able to watch Brooklyn Tabernacle's Christmas Production. It was amazing! The book chronicles Jim's journey as the pastor at Brooklyn Tabernacle, which had a membership of about 15 when he started. Now, they have 4 services and 10,000+ members. The thing I love about the book is Jim's heart for prayer, and the fact that his ministry isn't about numbers, but about seeing people's lives completely transformed by Christ. He emphatically will tell you that the prayer life of a church is the gauge for growth. At Brooklyn Tabernacle, they have seen God work in miraculous ways in their Tuesday night prayer meetings. Reading this book was refreshing and exciting. One statement that stood out to me was that we have have become comfortable in America being the Church at Laodecia. We have become so complacement being luke warm, that it's the new normal. As the Church, we need to get on our knees and call out to God. Then, the Holy Spirit will certainly fall fresh and change lives!!

So, by now, this book is almost a household name in America. I was one of the stubborn ones who didn't want to read it at first, because I thought the theology might be a little off. But, if there's one thing God's been teaching during these last few months is to not limit Him or put Him a box. I am SO thankful that I read this book! It challenged everything I've ever believed about God and His character, but in the end, left me feeling that I knew Him a little more. I believe that the author, though in an unorthodox manner, really expressed the fact that God is exactly who we need whenever we need Him, but ultimately, He is the One true Father that will NEVER let us down. I love the way Young characterized the trinity and the lessons Mack learned in this book. There were lines that I read that gave me chills, some that made me cry, and many that made me stretch my thinking. I am better for having read "The Shack!"

This is one book that I'm reading right now. I enjoyed Kelly's "No Other Gods" study so much that I googled her and found that she had written this book as well. I can see myself in Kelly, as we are at similar seasons in our lives. She is real and very transparent in her struggles. This particular book is about allowing God to do miraculous things in our lives. One point that she makes that really stood out to me is that when God speaks and doesn't act immediately, instead of waiting, alot of times we try to help Him out. Instead, we need to trust Him and His timing.

This is the devotional study I'm doing right now. It has been very interesting to take a closer look at the youngest disciple, John. I'm only about 15 days into it at this point, but I look forward to following the life of John as He followed Jesus.

Okay, so this was a long blog. . . I would recommend all of these books to you! Happy reading!

Saturday, March 7, 2009

Less than a month!

Can I just say, "WOOHOO!" It's less than one month till opening day!!! I had to change my background in honor of baseball season starting! Go 'stros!!



Tuesday, March 3, 2009

I won't be satisfied with anything ordinary. . .

So, I thought I wasn't going to get to go to anymore of Beth Moore's Bible Studies this semester, and I got to go tonight, and I get to go next week, too! It's meant some sacrifice in my work schedule, but it is definitely worth the trade-off! This post might seem a little random, but I just want to share a few things on my heart this week, and a few "bullet points" from Beth's message tonight!

* My heart has been heavy today as I pray for the Wims family. I can't even begin to imagine what Jenny is going through. I never even met Brad, but he has been such testimony to Christ during his long battle with cancer. Thank You Jesus for using this family, and wrap them in Your love tonight like only You can!

* I'm so thankful that I serve a God who speaks to us through the Holy Spirit. He answers prayers, and He can be trusted! I have been praying about a situation recently and God answered me so clearly during my personal Bible Study time yesterday that my jaw literally dropped! He is so faithful! Father, continue to guide me as I move to obedience in this area! I know I can trust You!

* We sang several old hymns tonight at Bible study and I was moved to tears as we sang "How Firm a Foundation." God has provided a foundation that I can rest on for eternity. I also thought about the legacy of so many who have invested in my life spiritually over the years. Some of them have gone home to be the with Father, and others of them are still faithfully serving Him. Thank You, Lord, for people who invest their lives in others.

* There's a song we've been singing at Bible Study on Tuesday nights and I wrote the words down tonight, because I want this to be the cry of my heart: "We won't be satisfied with anything ordinary; We won't be satisfied at all! Open up the skies, fall down like rain; We don't want blessings, We want You! Open up the skies, fall down like fire; We don't want anything but You!" Thank You, Lord, that You haven't called me to live a comfortable, ordinary life! Help me to boldly live for You, and not be satisfied with anything else!

* "If you and I are living in the will of God, we are never meant to live in defeat!" (Beth Moore) This is something that God has taught me in recent months, and I have claimed it for my life. If you are a believer and are living in defeat, something is wrong! Figure out what is is and let God deal with it! Satan wants nothing more than for us to be defeated. In the name of Jesus, I claim that Satan can take a hike! My God has won the victory!!

* And, lastly, Beth spoke about the parable of the prodigal son tonight. One point that stood out to me was that "there will always be those who disapprove or despise our restoration, whether among the family of God or enemy forces." That is why our repentance has to be authentic. We can't fake it! When it's an authentic repentance and restoration, we can stand firm and with confidence in what God has done! Father, thank You that You are in the business of restoration, and I can rest in my relationship with You!

Sorry this was so long! Hope you are all having a great week! Until next time... don't be satisfied with anything ordinary!

Praying. . .

Please be in prayer for Jenny Crotts Wims, whose husband, Brad lost his battle with cancer yesterday. The Wims are friends of friends and both grew up in Baytown. Jenny has chronicled their struggle on her blog (www.thewims.blogspot.com). Brad was a testimony for Jesus up to the very end, and I know God will be glorified even in his death. I can't even begin to imagine the utter sadness that Jenny is experiencing. Please pray that God would comfort Brad's parents, Jenny, their small children, Zeke and Kaelyn, and their extended family and close friends during this unimaginably difficult time.